Friends are...

First ones to be there when you are down.
Really good at turning your frown upside down.
Idiots who tell you hurtful things to make you cry.
Eager to hear your complains and your story.
Never too far, too tired, nor too busy.
Daydreamers that dream the most ridiculous dreams.
Simply put they are amazing people who raise my self-esteem.

"I don't know what I want in life.  I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more."

Memories.

I remember the first time I realize your eyes were green,

I was twenty four and you were just seventeen,

I remember thinking you were too much for me,

You looked really classy and I was way too shabby,

I remember the night of our first argument,

I remember our first kiss, I was not confident,

I remember the day when I asked you to take care of me,

I was nervous and when you said “yes” I was really happy.